“John Ross…can we talk for just a minute before the wedding begins?” Sue Ellen smiled at her son and took his hand in hers.
“Sure Mom…what about?”
“There's so much I need to say to you today…so much I should have said to you before today, but somehow I never got around to it until now. It's so easy to put off talking to those you love because you think they'll always be around so then you can say it later…but in a way, I'm kind of losing you today, so I want to say this.”
“I'm listening.”
“You make me proud John Ross…every day. I've never said this, but there isn't a day that goes by that I don't think that. You're going to make a wonderful father for little T.J…and a wonderful husband for Melissa.”
John Ross looked down.
“And I know that everyday you will be the best man that you can be…and Melissa and T.J. will love you for it. John Ross…I can see your father in you…”
John Ross finally looked up, startled. Had she just said what he thought she said? “What?”
“I can…I can see the good of J.R. in you…the J.R. that I fell in love with all those years ago. The caring and kind J.R…and the J.R. that would do anything for his family. You're like that.”
John Ross didn't know what to say. What would his mother think if she knew he also shared J.R.'s darker side? “Thanks…” he muttered.
Sue Ellen hugged him tightly. “I don't want to let you go, but today is the day I have to.”
“I'm not going anywhere…”
“In a way, you already have, John Ross. You've grown up…you're a man now. A man destined for a future of happiness and that is what I want for you. When you almost married Karen, I gave you 25% of Ewing Oil as a wedding gift…but that was a mistake. This time, I have something else, if you'll take it.”
“What is it?”
“It's really more for Melissa I guess, but I'm giving it to you to give to her.” Sue Ellen pulled a black box out of a drawer and opened it. “It's a locket…a heart-shaped locket. J.R. gave it to me the night before we married the first time.” Sue Ellen smiled, fondly remembering the man J.R. was when he gave this to her. “You'd never believe how romantic your father could be.”
“Is there a key?” John Ross asked, pointing to the tiny keyhole in the locket.
Sue Ellen smiled. “There was at one time.”
“What happened to it?”
“I think only your father knows the answer to that. He had the key to my heart, so to speak…and he may still have it, I don't know.”
J.R. had been standing at the half-open door long enough to catch the last few minutes of their conversation. He couldn't believe Sue Ellen had kept that locket all these years and it touched him to know that she had.
He knocked softly on the door and then pushed it open. “He does still have it, Sue Ellen.”
Sue Ellen was almost furious that he'd been listening to their conversation, but she didn't want to ruin John Ross's day. The anger subsided and she didn't say anything. Had J.R. kept that key all these years?
J.R. handed John Ross a gold chain, from which a tiny gold key dangled. “Guess your Momma and I were thinking the same thing today.”
John Ross looked at them both. “Can I open it?”
Sue Ellen looked at J.R. and their eyes locked for an eternity. Finally, they both nodded. “Sure, go right ahead,” J.R. answered.
John Ross inserted the key and turned it, causing the locket to click. Sue Ellen and J.R. stood behind him and watched anxiously while he swung open the front half of the locket. Inside were two tiny pictures of J.R. and Sue Ellen, taken when they were both much younger.
“Mom, Dad, I couldn't take this…its yours.”
“Not anymore John Ross,” Sue Ellen quickly replied. “It's time for those pictures to be replaced…with yours and Melissa's.”
“Are you sure?”
“She's right Son,” J.R. echoed.
“I don't have much time to give this to her…I'll have to hurry. Thanks Mom and Dad…this means a lot to me.”
Sue Ellen hugged John Ross again as J.R. watched. “Go on…go give it to her John Ross.”
John Ross smiled at both of them and then he was gone. Once they were alone, J.R. turned back to Sue Ellen.
“You kept it…all those years?”
Sue Ellen hesitated for a moment before nodding. “Pardon the pun…but I didn't have the heart to throw it away…even after all you did to me—I still couldn't do it. And you kept yours too…”
“Of course I kept it.”
“Why?”
“Reminded me of you…I started wearin' it around my neck after you went away to Europe with that Lockwood fellow. You might have been gone, but it helped me to think of you.”
“I'm sure you had plenty of other things to keep your mind occupied while I was away.” Sue Ellen walked over to the door and gripped the doorknob.
“Where are you going?”
“To our son's wedding.”
J.R. lingered behind for a few minutes, thinking back to the days of their happiness.